I almost never update any of my journals, I have a LiveJournal, Myspace, Blogger and a journal on Gaiaonline.com but I never update any of them. Hell I never even update the journal I have in real life, which I think is a damn shame... Even though when I finally fill up my real journal I'm most likely going to burn it because NOBODY MUST KNOW MY SECRETS! Not that I have any really good secrets anyway... I just really don't like the idea of someone knowing everything about me.
Anywho, I've been writing more lately, and drawing again too, I think it's all thanks to my muse Peanut. I love it when we stay up all night writing and chatting away on AIM, we'll send each other little snippets of what we're writing and then go back to our stories. Right now I'm working on a drawing for her of Marilyn Manson and Davey Havok (AFI) it's going well, though I'm sure it won't last I'm 98% certain that I'm going to screw it up so I scanned what I have so far and sent it to her just to show I'm working on it.
OH YEAH! I finally decided that I'm going to start massage school in the fall, it's going to cost a pretty penny but I found out here in Washington massage therapists make between 55 and 105 dollars an hour. I also started a new diet and I'm determined to stick to it because I REALLY need to loose some weight if I'm going to be on my feet all day. I think the next step is to join a gym even though I REALLY don't want to... But I know I need to for my health.
So right now things are good, and this is the first time I've ever really been able to say that, it's like all of a sudden everything in life is just falling into place. I'm really ready to turn my life around, I guess after a couple years of hiding I've finally learned that life just isn't going to go away.
...I find it funny that I'm updating the only journal nobody will see.
Oh well.
